Friday, November 7, 2008 4:59 PM
These past days i had the idee of loosing you. This was disturbing me and i couldnt sleep. Reading this mail and the reactions of these past weeks i think i already lost you. This gives me no hope for the future becouse even when the eldercommision will agree im thinking "what next". My feelings went up and down these past weeks from yes i do want make this work and from this is hopeless. I think this situation wont get better and my feelings getting less by the day. I cant see what you are doing there in padang and contact these past week has bin verry awkward. I dont know where your mind is at the moment but the last thing i remembered you said that you wont keep your heart any more. If you wont keep your heart that means you dont trust me. All i could ask of you was trust becouse at that moment it was all i could give. You accused me of making no secrifises at all and instead you were making all the secrifises. Do you know this is true? Are you 100% sure that you are the only one?Still i cant give you anything at this moment becouse i dont have any news from the eldercommision. They told me that they would decide before this thursday and let me know the same day. Even today i havnt heard from them since. Is this normal? Yes it is quit commen. Why? I dont know and i cant do anything about it. Did this happen before? Yes it did becouse it happend lat summer also. Why? I also dont know. The only thing i can do is whait some more and ask again this monday.
I dont realy know how to close down this email becouse there is alot going on in my mind right now. You already said it and im thinking it but maybeit is better to let go of each other. At this moment i dont see our relationship work becouse it is getting worse by the day for both of us. Correct me if im wrong honey abou all of this but this is how i see the situation at the moment. It hasnt get better since it got worse and at this pase i cant wait another fw months to se you. I think i would already have lost you by then becouse you wont keep your heart for me.
Let me know what you think so i wont look like a total fool.From your dearest geart.
Ik houd van jou
My dearest Geart...
We have limit in this life.
Faith can take you from me.
This soul of mine never wants to let you go.
Every breath whispers your name.
till i am gone...
unless the story of our love.
Dedicated only for you,
Love
Via
We have limit in this life.
Faith can take you from me.
This soul of mine never wants to let you go.
Every breath whispers your name.
till i am gone...
unless the story of our love.
Dedicated only for you,
Love
Via
The News of Love Story
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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Confidence
Near You
'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows,
my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind.
I could feel your smile from a distance
with the touch of your closeness profound.
The sun reached behind a fading sky,
so the moon could take its proper place.
Day to darkness, brightened by the stars,
leaving upon the blue waters
a shimmering portrait of your face.
You, with all your savoring sweetness,
tenderly pierced the walls of my soul
as you wove a new tapestry with
the golden threads of your hope and love.
Yesterday you offered me courage,
today you endowed me with your strength.
Every moment together, a gift.
Every day a celebration of life.
How lovely the music of your heart.
You are the air I breathe, sound I hear
and the spirit that gently moves me.
I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.
- Orania Hamilton -
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