Ik houd van jou

My dearest Geart...

We have limit in this life.
Faith can take you from me.
This soul of mine never wants to let you go.
Every breath whispers your name.
till i am gone...
unless the story of our love.

Dedicated only for you,

Love
Via

The News of Love Story

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

To super V, the girl i love with all my heart

Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:02 AM

Hey dear,

I havnt opened my email box in twoo days. Finnaly got some spare time to write you something. Yesterday i also wanted to write you something but the damn thing didnt work. But here it is this basterd finally writes back :P. I was planning to writ you already hole week but so manny things and so tired when finaly home. If i got home i emediatly fall asleep on the couch (probally explaines my back pain :p). Its 1 oklock midnight and just came home. This time i didnt fel asleep on couch but went staight to the computer to type.

Manny things happend this week that i couldnt tell you with text messages. I didnt want to make you worry about small things and its hard to explain in twee sentences. Dont worry my dear nothing bad happend at least not realy that bad. I will start telling about last satterday.

Satterday night i had small excident. I tripped and hurt my back. My back is still a bit brused but just afther 15 minutes it was already getting better and i feel already great again. Also i had a small infection in my thumb and today the docter cut my finger open and cleaned it. Now he wants me to take antibiotics but you already know im against that. My mother convinced me to get them and i will start taking them tommoro. Cutting my finger open wasnt a realy nice job. He grabed a surgical knife and without telling me what his plans were he started cutting in my finger. Ouch... that hurt. Also this problem was easually solved and afther the pus was removed my finger felt much better. Except fur the wound he just made :p.

School is also taking much of my time lately. The ask us to do ridiculous tasks and the also take alot of my time. Manny report writing and artical reading and for what? nothing. Hopefully afther this weekend i will have less work to do becouse this is taking alot of my energy and afther school im to tired to do annything else. I think i also have to start taking some vitamine pills so i can keep up and get some more energie. Also i had made some things for you and want to send them to you. They are still in my house and im at my parrents but i will try to fix that this weekend. Im also currious about what you are gonna say about these things. I think you will like it.

btw, you didnt tell me yet what was your favorite colour was.

I also have bin moddeling again this week. Yesterday and this morning. Ofcourse it was fun to do but also there something went wrong. During moddeling i became unwell and at first i became dissie and afther that it became white before my eyes. Well i have never fainted in my entire life but people i know describe these as starter simptons. I started to sweat and my face was completly pale. I told the people there i needed a small brake and afther drinking a glass of wather i was already feeling better. I went to the toilet to freschen myself and i continued to work. This was yesterday. I think this became of over working and i think its a warning signal for me to take it more easy. I still have alot to do this weekend but i will try to dose it as much as possible. I have to keep thinking of my health and dont got to over worked.

Also today i got the news from the elder commision that they will give my the final desission 1st of december. I already told them thats to late for me but they said thats the date they will meet and decide. I hate the elder commission already but dont tell them that i said that to you. Im not planning to wait that long and decided that i will already start the preparations to go to indonesia. I will write the DEK school tommoro to tell them i will be going in feberuary and will ask them to write an official invitation for me. I already have the concept in english and indonesian so the only thing they have to do is change the name and date. I already decided to go to indonesia and i will no longer wait for the decission made by the elder commission. They have let me waiting already to long (also you :p) and i will just start preparing. If they give final answer in december there will be a chance that i will not make it on time with my visa so to bad for them but now i will take controll of the situation.

I mis my girlfriend and i want to see her. Thats it, thats my final answer. Period!!

Miss you verry much my dear and dont worry about my health at the moment. I already know i have to take it more easy and already started to do something about it.


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About the business idee.

Dont know how long that idee already has bin in my head and wanted to tell you. First of all its a bit of a stupid idee and also i dont know the complete way of things of your country. Its just a idee and maybe it will benafit you or others.

I was thinking. At this moment it is still rain season and you were telling me that there were less people on the street and at the plaza, right? Why not make an website of your stock? It could be an website whit your shops name were (stupid people like me) could ask questions about products and stuff you are selling. If they are looking for something they cann look it up if you have it. So they cann pick it up at your shop or afther payment you can send it to them by postoffice. You can advertise about your website at your counter and possibally if you also add the stock from your brothers and sisters counters you will have an website with enough of stuff to choose from.

There is already a flaw in this plan as i written from one of your last email that you dont have an bank account. Im also not shure about the excesabillaty of indonesian people to the internet. Now a days in belanda 90% of the peole have internet at home but 10 years ago it was still 9%. Not shure how much indonesian (Padang) people have internet at home or how frequent they use it.

In this way they can order things from your shop (and maybe others) without having to go outdoors through the rain. Dont be to harsh to me and tell me that im a idiot. Just tell me: honey, you are a sweat boy but just mind your own business :p. Let me know what you think of this idee and if such a thing is even possible. Im currious also.

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About your famaly. You told me about problems with police and lowns and stuff. To be honnest im a bit confused. The your dad part i get but the things with your brother and sis are not that clear to me. What were you trying to say and hu? swiching from shop and switching some more... Why?

Its already getting to late and realy need some sleep now. I will think of you in my dreams and have fanasy that im already in padang.

Love you so much my dearest Via. So much!!!

Xx

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'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows,
my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind.
I could feel your smile from a distance
with the touch of your closeness profound.

The sun reached behind a fading sky,
so the moon could take its proper place.
Day to darkness, brightened by the stars,
leaving upon the blue waters
a shimmering portrait of your face.

You, with all your savoring sweetness,
tenderly pierced the walls of my soul
as you wove a new tapestry with
the golden threads of your hope and love.

Yesterday you offered me courage,
today you endowed me with your strength.
Every moment together, a gift.
Every day a celebration of life.

How lovely the music of your heart.
You are the air I breathe, sound I hear
and the spirit that gently moves me.
I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

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