RE: u got mail

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 4:21 AM

Girl,

Im sorry that i havnt replied you that much today, but didnt found the time to write something. I got a headache from long time study today and a little meltdown inside my small brains :p. i feel already a bit better but a good night of sleep will fix my (over)study headache.

My parrents just got home today and told me all about their holliday in china. They had the time of their life there and seen alot. Looking forward to see their pictures that they have taken.

Im wurried about you still honey, becouse i have the feeling there is something up your mind. Is it something you cant tell or dont you know whats wrong? Im sorry to keep asking but becouse of wurry i keep restless. Its since the the day that your friend told about western people and i have the feeling that something is bothering you still. I went to one of the leading persons of the elder commision today and ask about my motivation letter. He told me that he didnt knew about my letter but will take a look at it. Typical school mentality becouse i hear this alot, also from other teachers that will ask for something but when you give it you have to keep asking so they will look at it. He also asked me if i talked about my plans with my studycouch and i was happy to tell him that i did indeed and she agreed with me going. He enshured me that if she would be okey with it i dont have to wurry that the elder commision would disapprove. Ofcourse he also said that this didnt ment my request already approved but would think likely that it would get disapproved. The next thing i asked/told him that i had some time presure becouse of schollarships and arangings. He said that there was annother meeting soon and becouse of my time limmit he will squeeze my letter in that meeting somehow. I thanked him and of course have to wait again (bluhhh...). Im used to these answers becouse every school i have bin are the same. I made prommise to myself that i will stalk them all for every few days if they already discussed my letter. This way they will not forget. Im happy that the man told me it would be likely that my requst would get disapproved, but to bad communication between them is soo bad/slow. Noew its my turn to take incharge of things and try to speed up.

Sunday we got 1 hour back in time to adjust to winter time. This means we now have a difference of six hours between us, but not sure if within your region als time changes. You asked if i had school tommoro and i dont have class tommoro but still wil go to school. Wenday i have to do an presantation about my next internship (to indonesia :p) and have to build an presantation with my group partner. We have to build an presantation tommoro so i want go for ferry long. Afther that i will study again for my exams next week. To be honnest i like school but i dont like exams. I always have to study to manny chapters and after the exams i will forget more then 50 % instenatly. Alse exams give alot of presure becouse our school try to keep high standards. Today i had to to an exam in determing spiecies and we must get 80 % of the questions right to pass the exam. Sometimes they will ask just to much. I also had to do an similar determination exam during an excursion of several days on an island. Every day we had to walk small field excursions and our gide told during the walking what plan, bird, insect, etc, etc was what. We had to remember these (total of more then 150) and after few days we got exam and they would ask us a 100 questions about what they showed/told us. To pass exam we had to have atleast 80 of them correct. Crazy and i was soo happy to pass. Also ferry tired afther thes days becouse of lack of sleep and stress.

Okey enough for now becouse i also need my sleep. Like to hear from you again dear and see you soon.

Big kiss on those sweat lips of yours

Xx