RE: supair

Thursday, October 23, 2008 6:12 PM

U make me confuse. Smart guy huh? Difficult for me to judge u. Geart i am sorry, i have done my best i think. I have a request now, could be a burden for u. I hope i can marry soon now. Different plan than bfore. I am so afraid to let u go. I cant let u free so many years. If God bless me, i want to get married less than 1year later with u. If i have to pass that limit i think i will have alot of worries about my future. I dont know why i should discuss it right now, maybe cos of worry that some one else will take u frm me and i have to cry and release one whole years hurt feeling. It waste my time of course. I dont mind if u marry me and extend ur study. I will wait. U can do what best for family and can leave me here. There is nothing can tie u unless marriage. Its imposible to let u go back to belanda with the free feeling after 6months relationship here with me. I cant do that. I dont want to force u if u cant. And also we have to see whether wereally meant tobe. The most important thing is i already told u my mind. If later i change the plan it must be ur fault :p its easy to say. Of course takes months for the procedure. At least it has crossd on my mind honey. I underline my word. I cant let u go. I love u geart. I could be die thinking to break up with u at any moment. I really cant.