Re: Miss U

Tuesday, September 2, 2008 10:45 PM

Hey,

Yesterday I didnt want to email becouse I was thinking that it would be to much. To email every day at first and what if it became less afther a few days? Would it be wrong or will you get mad? Now I becoume crazy, I was only thinking about emailing you and checking my mail all the time if you had send me something. From now on I just gonna email you whenever I want and stop thinking about what is best to do. not emailing you yesterday made it only worse for me and I dont want that to happen. I like emailing you and I love also to hear things from you :p


Yesterday I went to school and the people in Belanda are so cold. Now I just came from a realy social country and I threw myself back in a place were I know i dont belong. Via help me, i dont belong here. I had a talk with my sis (the one ho went to Australia) and she also had that feeling. She sad it will go over afther a few weeks. Its so cold in this country and its raining all the time. I realy mis indonesia and the warm weather.

Im sorry that i dont write verry clearly right now, its becouse i got so manny feelings and i cant realy think when im writing it down.

Also you sad something about my englisch writing. I know my writing is bad, I didnt had a good practise in 8 years :p. Writing to you will help and if I use my own computer again I can install a spelling/grammer corrector. If you give me allot of motivation to write back (I know you will) my english writing will become better afther some time :p. Maybe if I learn Indonesian language I dont have to write in Englisch.


Thank you for sending me the voice messages. I realy like to hear them allot and I mean allot. I already put them on my mobile phone and listen to them a milion times. When I go to sleep; when I wake up during the night; in the morning; before shower and afther; when Im allone; just whenever I have time and manny more. Its so nice to hear your voice and to hear you say my name. Hearing you sing makes me calmdown and missing you evern more. Its like you are sitting next to me and telling me al those sweat things. There is yust one problem. You are a robot becouse youre telling me the same thing over and over again :p. I know I had allot off buttons when I was in Indonesia but you only have three in Belanda. Its not fair :p

I have to go now but I will keep in contact.


I love you,

Geart.