Tired

Wed, 9/24/08 3:40 PM

I am very very tired right now.

I have stomach pain, I am not yet fully recover so I have low energy to do something. And the worst thing is I am the only child staying at home to take the parents problem right now. Ughh.. my mom is still crying for this two days. Actually I should be a good listener for her. But unfortunately I am not. She does something worst by messaging my dad’s staff. She was angry and jealous like a 20s couple who feels being cheated. It makes me stress awhile.

The bad thing about my mom is she has negative thinking many times. I tried to help my self not to do the same for this last four years. Both of them are great person, so we never want to let go any of them. Too bad I have to pass this problem at this moment.

Just now she cried again and I just can help her to release the feeling by spelling God’s name thousand times. This is what I am doing also when I was cheated and its really hurt for the girl. So I cant control the guy, I should control my self. And the only way to cure from the love suffer is giving ur fate to God, and spell His name any moments. Then I am alive again.

Saya kamu pertumbuhan??? What do u want to say?

I you growth? :P silly !

Oya, in my record song you often to listen “aku”

Aku is the same to saya

Don’t get confuse. And its better you search the lyrics at google.

Just search the title and it will come up, so then when you listen to it you can read the lyrics.

Ooo… she come to me again and pouring her heart, and I am typing while listening. I used phone connection right now.

Now it already 10 minutes, I already cure her and back to you :P

But I have nothing in my mind, its gone.

See u again my dear.

Love u

Wed, 9/24/08 3:40 PM