Re: Miss U again

Wed, 9/3/08 12:23 PM

Good morning miss,

Yesterday I had to stop writing my email becouse sombody was at my door. I forgot already allot of things that I was going to write but that dasnt mather. I will come up with new things :p. Today I will go to school again and ask some people about studying in Indonesia. I already asket before but they couldnt give me ann ansfer. Better luck next time.

Dont wurry about my frecuency of checking my email. Almost everywhere I go there is internet. I have a internet conection in my house but a broken computer. I will ask somebody to fix it for me so I can send you manny email. Im still listening to your voice records allot, but still yust three functions :p. I can almost even repeat every word you are saying except for the Indonesian text offcours :p.

Please dont become crazy!!! A mental patient is not realy atractive. Maybe a little bit crazy is atractive... I dont know annymore. Just stay the person you are when I was still in Indonesia and I will love you manny times x manny times more. If only I could just go outside my house and pop by your phone counter just like I did before. I would hugg you and never let go. I just have to wait till I get there again and then I will hug you and never let go. Maybe I will let you go for a few secconds so you can go to the bathroom but not anny longer :p. I miss you verry much and it becomes harder and harder every day. I want to see you again and hopefully verry soon. Realy, I mean realy realy realy soon.

Dont worry about me getting back to my ex girlfriend. I didnt had anny feelings for her annymore when I left to Indonesia. Also my love for you is to strong right now, so nothing will happen. I just hope you feel the same thing for me and also I have to trust you for keeping your love to me. I think you will, but if not I still want the best for you. Lets just hope everything will be fine and I can kick my but to Indonesia asap.

Yesterday I was currious about my weight afther my Indonesia trip. I lost annother 4kg!!! Ohw now, Im tiny again!!! It took me so long to gain a little bit of wait and now I already lost it afther just 6 weeks. Its not fair, now I have to start all over again with eating and training and eating and training and eating etc etc. I already had the idee that I was becoming smaller day by day. I was so proud off my realy small fat and muscle gain. I will get over this loss and start training again :p

Its already 7am in Belanda so I have to prepair myself for school today. The plan was not to go to anny classes this weak, but I get realy with bored doing nothing hole day long. I just go this day and I will see what to do tommoro. I will think about you all day and if I got anny spare time I will sneak off to ann quiet place to listen to your voice again and again and again :p


Love you so much my little via,


Big huggs from your bule man from Belanda,


And allot of kisses,


I cant stop saying goodby,


Oke just one more and then I realy have to go,


Like to hear from you soon my dear,


xx,


G.