My first voice record

Hi lovely Geart,

I send you the recording voice of this narciss girl, and also send the application to open it if you don’t have (the latest media player classic). So this application will play my voice nicely. :p

There are three of them, first is our last conversation while you were in airport. I sing and only my voice, you only take small part :p. the second one is title ‘at the plaza’ I tried to speak, first trying. The next is a song which is titled ‘matahari ku = my sun’

So, if you’re success this first test :P you will get more and more gifts (of course only my voice). Hahaha… I like to make you like crazy. Coz you already make me crazy too.

Well, that’s the only thing what I can give you. Happiness. Smile.

Btw, I like to read your mail many times of course. If you have time, spare times, allow me to have your words honey. Note it down and send me your mind, your activities, your friends, and family. When I read your mail this morning, I read it also to my mom. Since I had told her about us, the reality that she has to agree that her daughter falls in to a bule, and she also has to agree me wait for you. Hehe.. so that’s why I always share her the lovely story of us.

Well, actually I also have some problems to say, just to share, but that’s not so important for us, I will try to solve it my self. I hope you will focus on your study and find the best thing for your future. (wish for our future)

One thing I want you to know that, whatever we are, whoever we are, poor or rich, nice or cruel, angle or evil, we are just part of this world. We are nothing to this world, but we are something to somebody else. So the most important thing is we have to be together and support each other. Because you are meant to me and me too will cheer your life up!
At one day, I can be nothing without you and you too will feel nothing without me. But if we keep and trust each other and will not hurt each other, I will never feel loosing you.

Living here in Indonesia makes you change, it might be better from inside. You could be no one out there, but you are everything here. You are a great lovely teacher, you are a nice friend, you are my great bule boyfriend. This is where you should be there. But life is not that easy honey, you will also pass up and down, even worst, but if you go through it with somebody who cares you, and lighten your burden by making you smile, that is the way you have to go. (I want to say it towards me, hahahha)

What kind of future you want to get? To be the great carrier man? I do also want to be, but I always remember, whatever I am, I will just live for people who care to me. You can get the highest thing in this life but make sure you bring love and care with. Otherwise, there is no hope to live happily.

I don’t want to talk that much using my big mouth. But this is your girl with her big mouth. I like to tell the world what is in my mind. To make things better. Even sometimes they know better than me, but they never tell me or share me till they talk to me. :P

My dearest Geart,

At once I feel, I am going to loose you since the first day you reach Belanda. But your first email by reporting from Belanda and its contents that you told about me to your mother, that surprises me a lot. That is the first thing Geart did at the first day ‘telling his mother about me’, so I would not have to worry anymore. Thx a lot honey.

I haven’t answer your question about what do I think about your plan in December.
Should I answer this question? I am speechless. Nothing to say. Mumbling.
What is the highest word to express happiness? No one discovered yet :P


Hey, increase your skill in English writing, because you often write the wrong vocabulary. I found so many fault in it :P

Bye honey, love you so much.

Monday, September 1, 2008 3:28 PM